BrandonAA
26-05-2005, 22:56
the very first time i had a benzodiazepine was when i was 14 yrs old (currently 20) and in the 9th grade. i was walking thru the halls a fewhours (2-3) after lunch period. i saw my friend james in the hall and he had awater bottled half filled and i watched him drop a blue xanax (later finding out they are1mg) in the bottle and sawit slowly dissolve. he was trying to getthis chic to drink but she wouldn't. i asked him what it was and hejuststarted laughing. i already smoked trees often and had eaten vicodan once, snorted ritalin quite a bit and dranka couple times, so i was like "okay sure" having been told it was a "roofie" after asking again. around that time i had been kicked out of last period for something i did and had to spend that 45 mins in the office. i got down there and sat down to watch the clock until 2:35 and i'd get to leave school. about 10 mins after drinking the xanax laced water i began very weird. very strong drunk like feelings with no nausea, i felt so relaxed inmy awkward plastic chair.i was actuallythinking that this was the coolest thing i'd ever experianced vowing to get more of this magical pill that made me floatin the air and feel that all waswell. after feeling this for a little whilean older student came and sat down next to me waiting to see the principal. i knew him as some cool party kid so i started talking to him about the "roofie" i just ingested. he was like yea they were going around or something to that effect. at the time (fall 1998) there was mad amounts of geltabs floating around, and we talked about that for a time and i remember him saying he could get them for me at XXX$ a piece, and i thought tight because i had heard of friends paying XXX$ (which i later paid as well). riding the bus home i became extremely relaxed as usually long car rides put me to sleep, ours was about a 25 minute ride. when i got home my mother and i left for my buddies grandmothers funeral, which i slept the whole way there (about 45-60mins). upon arriving at the funeral home everythingseemed very surreal and differant. i'vebeen very infatuated with this wonderous chemical ever since.
thats about it for my first time, thanks for letting me share
thats about it for my first time, thanks for letting me share