Craving methamphetamine even though I have never used it

[asystole]

This is pretty lame, but I feel the insatiable urge to do meth, AND I'VE NEVER EVEN TRIED IT BEFORE! Seriously, it's on my mind all the time. I work very long hours, and very unpredictable hours... on call 24/7 for 2 weeks at a time. We have to stay in the building for the entire 2 weeks, unless we get called out, so I have no energy whatsoever. Speed just seems like such an easy solution, but I know if I go down that road I'll go waaay down that road.


I dunno why I'm even posting this, it's just frustrating. We have to drive long distances when we get called out too... and it's highway driving. I've fallen asleep behind the wheel more times than I can count... not to mention the fact that you start to doze off and there are TONS of deer this time of year (and everything EXCEPT deer look like deer on the road when you're tired). I've tried every crappy herbal remedy there is, and ma-huang is hard to find, and was the only one that sort of works. Caffiene is crap. Ephedrine worked (I got 2 boxes while in the states) but I won't be getting that again any time soon...


I dunno. lol.

[gblover]

sounds to me like you are more obsessed with the idea than anything.
Responsible meth use is one thing but useing it as a cruch which is
what would happen in your position is probably not the best choice to
make. Thing about meth is people develop problems so fast they dont
even realize it. anyways try working out or changeing your diet to eat
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[daeron]

dont go down that road man,trust me


there is no easy solution in life,and meth WILL bring more problems than solutions

[gblover]

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I agree daeron..when I said responsible meth use I kind of
hesitated. The only thing that really came to mind was use for add in extreme
cases of desoxsyn (sp?), but that is just the conclusion I drew from my brief
time around it, not necessarily fact in all cases...



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Edited by: gblover

[Muirner]

Can i ask what kind of job you have that your on call like that? At first i assumed a Dr. but you say u do a lot of driving so i'm stumped. Dont ans if u dont wanna it's all good, or if u wanna keep it quiet hit me with a PM.


With the urge to do meth, i know what your saying. I dont have uncontrolable urges, but honestly SWIM would like to do a small cook and give it a whirl sometime, but as daeron said, dont go down that road.


Muirner

[daeron]

but honestly SWIM would like to do a small cook and give it a whirl sometime, but as daeron said, dont go down that road.


Muirner





swim went down that road and it lead him to a terrible addiction/withdrawal problem....

[cfh89]

Dude ,it's not a life you want itcan end up fucking everything up.family ,job,and anything else if you let it.Better just to stay away if you have an addictive personality.like with anything in moderation it's o.k. but it can quickly end as an obssesion.Stay Safe,Cowboy

[paulywould]

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If you feel like this already, imagine how you'll feel after meth gives you what you are looking for and you have a supply of it. Then you'll want it ten times as much. Pretty soon meth will take everything from you but you'll still want it, more like need it. Doesn't sound like doing it will work out to well for you because the compulsion to use is inside you already. Quit while you're still ahead.


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[Guest]

I've done lots of Meth, and the first time I tried it I loved it too much. It's very addicting, and once you get hooked, you'll open doors that you don't even want to open. A fucking cop pulls you over and see's meth, he looks at you like your a crackhead and takes you away. You do enough of it you start looking like an 80 year old man, (Thank God I still look young)


I get these cravings for meth every once in a while, not because I'm addicted, but because I miss the high. Fuck, talking about it right now makes me want to buy a gram. LOL see wut you started?!!

[insanity]

I also say NO to meth from experience and many
experiences of people around me. it may seem like it's
fixing or helping your problems, but trust me it's
working hard core behind the scenes to turn u into a
shady addicted and low self esteem emotional individual.
If u haven't started yet, just look at it as something u
told ur self u'd never do because it's that entising and
could change all the preconceived notions u've been
trying to build against it. its the devil. in my opinion
at least.

[asystole]

Thanks people, I appreciate your insight... I've decided that it isn't worth becoming a shifty bastard (like nearly all of my friends...). Hell, I can't even quit smoking http://www.drugs-forum.com/forum/smileys/smiley36.gif.