View Full Version : Destroying myself...
Supplier
11-04-2005, 02:18
Hi this is my first post and its juz about the way i cant stop taking drugs and im not talking about ur addictive drugs im talking about a pure diet of beanz which is said to be non addictive?bollox?I also love nothing more than to mix this with phat lines of speed and dirty bombs... Why do people rate coke and mdma? both are SHITe and i will argue to the grave that point speed is by far the most enjoyable to me in terms of the effects.. cokes for pussies who cant take a line.... Problem is this weekend i got soo fucked i nearly done myseld over id been up 2 nights already n decided to go raving no sleep + no food + no water + 3 grams whizz done too fast + some serious stacking = me hyperventilating and my heart literally feelin as if it was gonna stop... i was a mess and i really really did think i was gona die i did and it scared the life out of me and has really changed my view of things... my heart is still being fuckd up now should i see a doctor?
unico_walker
11-04-2005, 02:51
I recommend a counselor, is there any reason you are intentionally trying to kill yourself?
Why would you not eat and not even drink water for days on end?!
Supplier
11-04-2005, 02:58
thas wat whizzeh does.> ? i dint have time i was too busy goingto Asda andleaving with an inflatable whale and a wheelchair to take bak to the party?
unico_walker
11-04-2005, 03:17
I understand the effects but yoiu have to remind yourself to maintain your body, you can't just say fuck it all.
Not taking in any fluids for 3 days is incredibly bad for you, especially when you're sweating like that.
Supplier
11-04-2005, 08:48
Wats with the ip logged shit is that so they can send the pigs round?
Supplier
11-04-2005, 08:54
Yea i have strong body and can handle this kinda strain its only this one time that scared me :(
if you're gonna continue like that, it's only the beginning
Supplier
11-04-2005, 18:36
Yea maybe, but wat does that mean? the beginning as in im gonna lead to the naughty drugs? coz i really dnt think it will i juz wanna get a life expectency coz im not sure bout things..
Supplier
11-04-2005, 18:46
no i dnt really no wat im talkin bout im juz a stupid raver
lolhttp://www.drugs-forum.com/forum/smileys/smiley36.gif
Supplier
13-04-2005, 19:59
hi ya special hows it goin? u got msn>
Supplier
13-04-2005, 20:01
some great news* i got kicked out of my mumstoday so as of 2mora i wont be using my comp much :) her reason was that wen i have days off she hates me laying in all day :/ and stayin up late she can get fuckd to be honest want nothing to do with her eva again shes ruined my college work now coz i aint gonna be able to continue with it coz of money rent etc im gonna go sign in at the ym bye
supplier- soz to hear bout getting kicked out
im back with parents bl00dy nightmare!!
love ur sig..... is the next part POUNDING POUNDING TECHNO MUSIC
cool tune http://www.drugs-forum.com/forum/smileys/smiley1.gif
paulywould
17-04-2005, 01:40
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There's not much worse than living with your parents, except maybe the street. I'm finally moving out again after having to move back in. I can't wait!
Try to stay in school if you can. That's why I lived with my parents, so they could pay for school and living while I save up. The education is worth it to get the better job.
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yeah i would love to go back and study but unfortunately with my major debt there is no way i can afford it nowhttp://www.drugs-forum.com/forum/smileys/smiley19.gif
Turricaine
06-05-2005, 21:34
Yeah it sucks but life aint easy eh?
what you did was loony but seeing a dr is not going to solve your problems like some people think. He does not have a magic want where he can just go abracadabra and everything is solved. It is your responsibility over what you put into your body ultimately. I have problems grappling with cigarettes and alcohol.
Supplier, you really need to make a 180. It's so easy to point your finger at your parents. You're surprised your mom's pissed at you for lying in bed all day? You seriously need to see a shrink and rehabbecause you have a serious problem.